My beautiful sister passed away unexpectedly recently and I just wanted to say thank you to all the wonderful people who have been so kind and gracious through this time . Your encouragement and love is priceless.
Today has been the 1st time I could actually post this. I would try several times over to come to this place inside where I could write about her and I just couldn’t move forward with doing so.
It has been a double edged sword to go through this time as I know my sister is in a much better place yet I miss her so. I am so thankful I was able to be beside her as she took her last breath from this world that we know into the next.
When someone dies unexpectedly it is so difficult but through faith and the love of friends and family we are able to begin healing.
My sister has very deeply formed who I am today. From her teaching me how to dress, tie my shoes, ride a bike and even whistle to friendships and family, marriage and mothering she has always been such a vital part of my life. Her faith in the God she so passionately believed in was unbreakable.
Time will help me to know when the phone rings at the very time she would usually call me each day not to assume it is her.
Time will lend it’s hand to missing her presence at our table every other Sunday for family dinner.
Time will bring us to a place of awareness that we are only separated by molecules and atoms but not by spirit.
I feel her with me yet I know she is running free. I love you Kimmie.